I'm so confused right now. I really don't know what to do. I've been crying for like I don't know 5 times today. I have many option to choose but I can't choose all of them, I've to choose one. Can you imagine what's happening to me right now? Maybe you think I'm exaggerating or what but if you're in my position right now, you'll feel what I feel. And I guess I already have my answer. But I'm not sure. Just wish I chose the best answer, and that's the best for me.
maybe you can call me a coward or whatever you like because i just write in here not face-to-face. BUT HELLO!!! go to another school pls. it can make our life better, and yours too. mime your own business, okay? we're trying to forget the problems and everything. but then you came and ruined all of it. and i'm starting to hate you again. sorry, but you're very very crazy. okay. i'll say sorry to you here. SORRY. I'M REALLY SORRY. i won't do that again but please, go away. after i write this, i'll try to forget the problems again. bye.
some photos when i was a little kid. this photos were uploaded by my cousin, Afi. i haven't scan my own family photos, and where's me? that little skinny girl. yap, skinny. i really miss the old days.
the days when i go to school happily, no homework, no annoying teacher. the days when i can go to many places, eventhough it's not weekend. the days when i can always play everytime i want. the days when my friends aren't so busy, so i can go to her/his house and do something fun.
the point is, i miss the old days when i never feel sad. never.
These are some pics when I went to Solo, September 2009. I went there on 24 September and got back to my grandma's house at 26 September. Adi Sumarmo airport at Solo is so cool, better than Soekarno-Hatta airport. I stayed at Lor In, it's like Hard Rock Bali in a smaller version. I visited many places there, like my grandpa's old house, and his brothers houses. I also visited the graveyard of my grandpa's mom, dad, sisters, and brothers. Solo is so quite, we could see many rice fields and another fruit or vegetable fields if you take a look on your right and left side when you're in the car. And there are many many batik stores in Solo, my dad bought some batik in one of the stores. I didn't buy anything because they're dayum expensive. Sadly, i have no chance to swim at the hotel, i didn't bring any swimsuit and i didn't have time.